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I feel like I’ve lost my words, as trite as that sounds. I’ve never had much in the way of eloquent writing skills, but the transfer of thoughts from mind to paper (screen?) has always come easily enough. Lately I’ve been struggling, however. My mind feels jumbled and I’m unable to comprehend or articulate the thoughts. I’m easily confused and frustrated, and more irritable these days.
Anyway, the point is that following is a discombobulated mess…
The moment you realize you’ve shifted from sadness to depression is not a pleasant one. Or perhaps what’s worse is being so familiar with depression that you’re aware of the shift and can watch it occur in yourself with an almost expert eye.
*Not really.
How’s everybody doing? Good? Good.
Life has been topsy-turvy on my end for the past couple of months. Go figure! With the good comes the bad and all that, so at least I can say life is well balanced at the moment.
I’m glad there’s been a lot of talk this past week about the state of mental health services. The reason it was brought to the front page is beyond horrific, but maybe some change will come out of this terrible tragedy. And it’s not just the United States who are guilty of such deplorable services- It’s everywhere. After the week/month/year I’ve had I think I’m qualified to make this assertion.
I’m annoyed. And offended. And annoyed some more.
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